Today is a very special day to me! It represents that I have only two years left to be stuck in wondering mode. In two years, the ultimate set of questions I have MAY or MAY NOT be answered. However, I know that in two years if the other party has as many questions as I have, they will have the right to seek out answers on her own accord in person.
Living a life full of unanswered questions is hard to explain to someone who doesn’t have that issue. A person can be happy with the life they have and still wonder about the life they could have had had things been different. This is especially true when you’re a minor and have others making decisions about your life for you.
As an adult, I have the freedom to make most of my decisions on my own. However, there are times when I have had to make decisions based off of how it will affect all of those in my life. There have been times when making a life altering decision have left me torn between two different loves in my life.
I can’t say that I have no regrets for those decisions because I do have some. However, the overall choice was better for all involved in the situation. I can only hope that love will build a bridge again one day.
I have seen love conquer all things time and time again in my life. I also know that a bond that a person carries with family is something that can’t be broken regardless what happens. I hang onto hope every day of my life.
Here’s to hoping to having the chance to finish the family business in my life in person with those who have a piece of my heart with them every day.
Do you have things in your life that make you live a life of wonder?